All While Smiling: Archive

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I’m going to start dancing again. I miss feeling like a feather.

Feb 19th

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Feb 19th

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Haven’t had the motivation to start a new blog. It’ll happen soon though.

Feb 19th

Deleting this blog and starting another. If you want my new one, message me

Feb 7th

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And to clarify, I went with jess to a morning beach meeting at five in the morning. You’re an idiot.

Feb 7th

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Feb 6th

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Awesome morning. So tired. Oh my god need sleep.

Feb 6th

you know I fucking like you if I wake up at five in the morning to see you for all of three hours.

Feb 6th

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Feb 6th

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Mountain Dew is the new coffee

Feb 5th

It’s so awesome when you can just sit by yourself and think and smile

Feb 5th

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and I’ll tell you son you have got to be FREE

Feb 4th

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just took four benadryl and four tylenol pm please let me sleep

Feb 3rd

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I’m basically living off of V8 splash at this point.

Feb 2nd

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Fragment.

requiemoblivion: I didn’t trust you - I trusted my heart. That wasn’t enough.

Feb 2nd

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Feb 2nd

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I am slowly becoming nocturnal

Feb 2nd

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fucking amazing night

Feb 2nd

I can get wifi in my backyard fuck you bright house

Feb 1st

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Not going to sleep until after 5 and then waking up at 12:30 is weird I feel like I’m 14 again

Feb 1st

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Feb 1st

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What’s up insomnia?

Feb 1st

Anonymous asked: Would you ever quit smoking if it meant being with someone who loved you unconditionally?

Jan 31st

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What doesn’t kill you…

Jan 31st

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Anonymous asked: whys matty so sad

Jan 31st

Oh Jesus Christ I feel sick

Jan 31st

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Jan 31st

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Yet another sleepless fucking night.

Jan 29th

I shouldn’t have said what I did- It was cruel and unnecessary. I’m not mad. I just reacted at you talking shit. I’m worried and terrified and depressed. But this is for the best. I think if you give it some time you’ll see that we’re just not healthy for each other. Maybe I damaged our relationship too much. Maybe you’re too possessive. Maybe love wasn’t...

Jan 29th

Keep breathing.

Jan 26th

Jan 24th

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Jan 24th

30,823 notes

I know a lot of words… But stringing them together into something meaningful… that’s impossible.

Jan 23rd

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everyone and everything is fucking depressing

Jan 23rd

everything is fucking depressing

Jan 23rd

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I swept, mopped, vacuumed, dusted, scrubbed the counters, cleaned the sink, cleaned a coffee cup that someone left out, put the dishes away, used pinesol on everything wood in the house, scrubbed the shower, cleaned the toilet, windex-ed all the mirrors, and organized the cupboards, the books, and the DVD’s. All because the director of my halfway house was coming tonight and none of my...

Jan 23rd